Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Can't put title to your soul!!

Dear All
Long time no see again!!!
Well it's been a quarter I have written anything worthwhile reading except some scribbling on my Facebook account!!
Have been dying to write but still struggling to get words!!
Off late I think I am facing a mid-life writing crisis where neither thoughts flow nor the words come out!
I wrote in one of my blog that the brain stops thinking but now I am feeling that you need heart more than brain to write some good stuff.
So, the other day I was talking to my wife and my mother that what excites me in life?
I don't enjoy partying much, no drinking, no smoking, not a night life person either! So this just made me think what the hell in my life do I enjoy?
And then I started writing once again! Yes, so this is the thing I enjoy doing to my core. But since I am not a commercial writer (yet) I can't force my brain/heart/fingers to write whenever!!
(Still not getting what I am up to in this blog)
So basically what I get to understand is that there are certain things you think you would enjoy because most people around you see, enjoy that, but you don't!!
For a person like me, I would enjoy evening tea at a close friend's house, late night chat with my in laws at their place, talking about my dreams to my mom, seeing my wife doing her routine work innocently and talking to her, working hard with freedom at my office, trying being dad to my sister(s), sleeping, thinking with peace, being trusted, taking responsibility, having fun with my family, hearing from my grandparents their life stories, reading about global leaders, listening to great orators,  talking to a lot of people about a lot of things and writing of course!!
So this doesn't include a single thing that a 27 yr old lad would have in his to do list except I think sleeping!!
Well, I am still to figure out the objective of this blog but yes something has itched me to write this tonight.
I hope I start getting a little fluid with my writing skills once again.
Thank you for bearing with my writing one more time or if you are reading for the first time then best of luck!!

Signing off!!

Siddharth